This is a story I wrote in the rawest, freshest moments after Malia's death. I share it in alignment my total surrender to the event. It's more than a bit confused, yes. Sometimes I dont know if I'm writing in 1st or 3rd person, and the grammar is terrible. Sometimes it was easier to write it like a fairytale, and sometimes, I didn't feel like it was me wriing it at all... Anyway. It's part of the journey, and giving it away helps me somehow to thank her for the inspiration.